Coping with the Loss of Your Pet Goldfish: It’s Not “Just a Fish”

Saying goodbye is never easy. It’s not what we want to do. But sometimes we find ourselves in that position, of finding a fish we love has passed on, or having to euthanize to end its suffering.

The pain is so real, so intense. That aching knife-in-the-gut feeling when you think about it.

Now:

Some people find it hard to believe that you can experience any kind of grief over the loss of a fish.

But the truth is, goldfish aren’t toys or decorations.

They are pets.

We fish owners bond with them, grow attached to them, and when they die, it can deeply affect us.

Like all pets, they become like part of our family to us.

People who think otherwise might not understand this. They might say things that only pour salt on the wound, trying to help us feel better.

“Goldfish are short-lived anyway.”

“Just get another one.”

“There’ll be more like it where it came from.”

“It’s only a fish.”

It can be hard to hear those things while we are suffering, but remember – they didn’t ever have the amazing experience of loving a fish like you did or the sorrow of losing one.

If they did, they wouldn’t say that, so don’t be too upset about it.

Coping With the Pain of Loss

A word of advice:

It can be tempting to try to totally smother your emotions so you don’t feel the pain.

But bottling it up will only affect you negatively, and will come out sooner or later in ways you might not realize.

Don’t be afraid to go through the grieving process.  In fact, actively go through it – don’t run away from it, trying to deal with it later.  Embrace it as part of the journey to healing.

Here are some ways to do that:

• Let the tears run freely. Crying is a very good way to release all those feelings inside. Don’t be embarrassed or feel guilty for having a good bawl.
• If possible, find a sympathetic loved one or friend to cry or talk with. Sometimes we just need to tell people what we’re going through. If that person likes animals, even better.
• You might feel angry or frustrated. This is totally normal. Maybe let yourself vent a bit doing something to let off some steam, like exercise.
• Write down your thoughts in a diary. Sometimes we don’t want to talk to other people because they don’t “get it.”
• If you don’t have someone to talk with, join a goldfish support group. These are people who have most likely dealt with fish loss and have gone through exactly what you are going through too. And they won’t be as likely to give you a hard time about your feelings.
• Bury your fish in a special way. Honor the influence they had on your life – don’t just throw them in the trash.
• If you still have fish or other pets, think about being grateful you still have them in your life. It can really help lift your spirits. 😊

“I’ll never get another fish again – they will only die!” You might say. You might want to protect yourself from ever having to experience this again.

People have this response to grief in relationships too. They think they can never let themselves get too “wrapped up” in someone else in case they let them down.

My friend, please don’t give up.

Losing a pet actually teaches us two important and valuable life lessons.

1. Don’t go through life afraid to love for fear of the pain of loss, or you will never know the joy of true companionship and intimate relationships.
2. On the other extreme, don’t put so much of yourself into someone else that you would be completely dysfunctional without them.

Pain isn’t always pleasant. But it means you loved well.

Here is a little note you can write to bury with your fish:

“Name_of_fish_here, I loved you. I loved you enough to give you the best home I could, to take good care of you while you were mine as best as I could, to enjoy every moment spent with you. I hope you knew that during your time with me. And when it was time to say goodbye, I loved you enough to go through the sorrow of having to let go – it hurts because I loved you so much, and because I wanted to see you live for many more years to come. You were my friend, you brought a smile to my face whenever I was lonely or sad. You cheered me up after a long day. You captured my heart from the moment I saw you, and I never did grow tired of watching you swim through the water. Your kisses on my fingers made me laugh. You had a personality all your own; you were special, so special to me, and I think you loved me too. And I will always miss you. It hurts to think of you right now because I miss you so much. Though the hurt will go away in time, I will never forget you and the difference you made in my life.”

You Will Feel Better

It might not seem like it now, but in time, you will heal.

Maybe it’s hard to think about your pet right now. The memories only make tears well up in your eyes.

Memories can be bitter initially. It might take a few weeks or months, but the memories will be sweeter once the pain is gone.

Right now you are probably thinking about the last part of your fish’s life, and those can be some sad memories, especially if you were dealing with an illness. 🙁

But take heart:

You will be able to remember things about your fish that are pleasant instead of painful. So keep their photos or videos and don’t give away everything you see that reminds you of them. Later on you can come back to these without the same heartache and even enjoy them.

You’ll remember the good times of their life in time.

Dealing with Any Guilt

If you lost your fish due to a mistake on your part, you may find the feelings of guilt to be very strong mingled with grief, which only makes everything worse.

People make mistakes.

We don’t do our research soon enough.

We act too soon or too late.

We get lazy or busy.

Whatever the reason, it’s good to recognize when you could have done something better, but don’t beat yourself up about it.

You may have done all that you could, and it was time no matter what. There are situations like that where it really wasn’t your fault.

Either way, you loved your fish and wouldn’t have wanted anything bad to happen to them. And one thing about goldfish is they don’t harbor any bitter feelings.

What About Getting Another Goldfish?

It can be comforting to think of getting another goldfish. After all, it’s always exciting to get another pet.

But quick tip:

Give it enough time.

It can be tempting to try to get a new fish as quickly as possible to fill the void, but give yourself the space to fully heal before getting another pet.

Getting a new pet too soon can make it hard for you to love them like you should.

Now:

Some people try really hard to find a fish exactly like the one they lost.

Really, they are trying to replace that fish because they want their old fish back so badly.

This is just my opinion:

As hard as it sounds, you can’t bring that fish back.

Even if you find one that looks just like it, the personality is totally different and you might find yourself feeling resentful to the new fish, placing unrealistic expectations on it. No two goldfish are ever the same.

If you do decide to get a new fish, you could end up disappointed and unhappy if you are trying to do that.

It’s important to appreciate your new fish for who he or she really is 🙂

How About You?

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